is said that anyone who finds a friend finds a treasure. not always the case, or at least hard to find friends who are in earnest. an English proverb says' A Friend in Need Is A Friend Indeed ', which more or less corresponds to Italian' the Friends are seen in their time of need '. raised on bread and the Walt Disney film, have always been fascinated by this sentence. fantasized that they consider my friends could call me a true friend, always available when all others are gone, good listener, wise counselor, etc. ... the qualities of his ideal we know them all and all a bit 'to try. that is why I always tried to behave well, hoping to receive similar treatment. Unfortunately for me, I had to slam his nose many times before you find true friends.
as con la stronza. la conosco da quando ero piccola, perché lei è la cugina della mia migliore amica dell’asilo (anche qui, un buco nell’acqua… deve essere un affare di famiglia). all’epoca la reputavo davvero antipatica, una rompiscatole falsa e bugiarda. le ho sempre girato alla larga. anche quando alle medie dovevo sedere per forza vicino a lei non le davo mai molta corda. tutti la detestavano e io non ero da meno. poi mi sono trasferita e sono diventata la sua vicina di casa. non so come sia stato possibile, ma abbiamo cominciato a frequentarci: lei era sempre a casa mia, io sempre a casa sua. ci scambiavamo i vestiti, ci confidavamo i nostri segreti (non che io ne abbia never had much ... my life is an open book), we give tips on makeup and wigs (do not know what I had to suffer to make her understand that the style drag queen is not exactly an ideal ... the attempt). has never been a monster of beauty, but growing up is vastly improved. this, together with a lot of self-consciousness has led to take some familiarity with the boys. I was an ugly duckling and I am (I'm still waiting to turn into a swan ...) and listen to his adventures entranced. I hoped with all of myself that I presented some of the friends of those great guys that the court did, I could not wait to go out with her and enter the fabulous world of his knowledge. in addition, I took everything that came from his little mouth was pure gold as poisonous. I believed everything. also to our friendship. Once, while chatting, I called my high school friends 'my friends' to let her know who I was referring. the bitch, beaten, makes me 'my friends. why do you say that? I'm not your friend? 'and I immediately reassure her, telling her that of course, she and I were friends, good friends. Some time later, with a straight face that with hindsight it seems amazing (I wonder how did I resist the idea of beat to a pulp ...) told me that she went out with me because I was a 'good girl' if she told her father that would come out with me, he let her go out more , willingly, because he knew he would not have happened with me no harm. mmm ... what kind words! So I was flattered. only after a long time, I realized that things were not really her place. I went out regularly with her and the guy on duty, giving satisfaction to underline his superiority to me, the poor reggimoccolo. I think all the stories, the phantasmagoric adventures that was telling me was true only in part: His only pleasure was to see me, crapped, submissive, adoring, and then laugh.
I was almost 18 when she started to bitch with my former team-mate averages. with the two of them, my sister and my two neighbors, brother and sister, we did quite a nice little group. went to dance and we will get to drink together. I had fun. Then one day, she comes out with a phrase that is carved in large letters in my memory and remain there forever. liaison commented that our neighbor had just set up with a girl. he is always been a little 'butterfly, but this time things were set. and I was happy for him, really. the bitch, 'but you think the two of them is a serious thing?'. I said 'why?'. 'But come on, he's a bitch ... iere, goes with everything!'. 'How did you do before you get with your boy! if you did you do to stay with one person, why can not he? 'I said, and still a bit' I'm amazed. 'I do not do so.' 'Yes, instead, I know. 'From that day he avoided more and more. may not have memory of all the intrigues which had made me a witness? possible that he even thought that being able to obtain a stable relationship with a guy make me think of being in the presence of a holy virgin? it could also have slipped on like fresh water, it was not offensive to me. but frrase (since I'm a listen carefully, as it should be every friend) has reawakened the little 'that still possessed of dignity and inspired me to recover the rest.
months after the bitch broke up with the guy, or better, was pitifully dumped him. I have not even thought to go and console. death of a pope if he makes another. I have not heard more, in spite of clothes in front of me. I will not be more use to anyone.
perhaps a careful analysis could lead to think that my friend from comportamneto not exactly ideal, at least I owed her an explanation. and this I can not give harm to no one. the only thing I blame is not to have had the courage to tell her face in what is now I'm writing here. but one reason I have it. not long after it was released it was a bitch rifidanzata with a guy for whom I had had a crush on, miraculously vanished after realizing that the pretty little head contained nothing more than a bird's brain. let me know at all costs believing that he still has the power to hurt me, he phoned me. after this talk, I'm gone from his life, giving her the last appropraite to think of me humiliated. I let her have the satisfaction of believing that I angry with her because she was able to blow my boy. will never attempt to make her understand that this is not the case. Ignorance is the worst of vengeance, and certainly do not want to behave like her. after all, a person like to do is this.
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